ambition eat your brain.

brutal tremendous changes has happened as it was expected while doing the same lifestyle of a 25 year old bummer spoiled brat lazy from jakarta .twist has happen to his luck again ,and its hard to find solutions at this point of time, but there are still options, for his mindset . connections for the other corporation still waits the prospect and observing the back is not my style. month may pass again hopeless for better time to go with another $200 allowance office.

project motivational self

smells like opium popies in young and dangerous broke move. uncertain still knowing that pots are illegal and obvious with valiums double shot prevented move. mountaindew bottles are the only witness .i never did it, and stand up! noted to the jury of financing department of my life, nine days are over for those who counts, but in my filipino passport it was ten. a hope with 3 stars shines but i still long for the far one who has taken by a jeepney. yellowish thumbs cause skin infection ,when it was prick and done by a brutal lady .we need to detox since tomorrow.what make me write this post as a pilot triangle lines in my brain cells which control the system of liquidity tommorow.but promises are meant to be broken to say goodbye for an instant day that hoping to end smiling

wrong move

everybody make mistakes and fail. wrong decisions ,false belief and selfishness thats how to describe myself now, i was nothing im totally broke . i stayed 9 days and live in one of the largest condominium in southeast asia. still cant believe that im a part of an international organised crime syndicate. its my decision to take the tempting offer. even though the treatment for filipinos like me is unfair, but i think i can go with it with $200 a week allowance. i think its much better than staying at home and getting bed sores . the manager wants me to comeback ., and im still undecided to take the 5% for fronting.

IDLE

pots are fallen for to much smoking habits that lately done by a scammer former senior portfolio manager in his own field. his dreams lies to the crimals of asia for the change of his status. a stroker told him that thailand has small room posible for him to come, he still dont know if its better than jakarta. but for sure its better than his status today.,
normaly I dont now how it means lately when it comes to him., a dreamer who sleeps waitng for an angel of his grace. he is so messed up but his heart still got hopes...

I was a millionaire yesterday!

from bronze to gold it was a fast change to a fellow who suddenly received a ticket to merge into another culture back east., that's Jakarta a famous playgrounds for the expats in business..
in terms of currency Peso has a much higher rate than Rupiah., that's why I take the opportunity . I suddenly loose the value and control of everything because of the life style that Ive switched in. I now know how to play it when it turns to gambling., winning everyday is a bad sign for looser's, they may not care to notice everything you re spending on, but Iam only human I always get infected everytime,that's our nature. but psychologically thinking that the degree will degrade the others who will not appreciate the writtings of a college drop out and a young Filipino wild dreamer artist is an offending act toward intentions.