A Letter from Mr Changeman

its been a long time, it took me ages to write again because of the things that happened in my life in these past few months , Im now a family man I have a wife and an 8 month old baby boy ,things has suddenly changed in a snap of a finger I didnt  notice that ,but now  atleast I have a reason to live.  ive had my contribution to the world , I had quit my favorite smoke for the the past months i can say with looking you in the eye that im no longer a pot head, eventhough i miss my that very much, I have managed to divide my attention to my little boy,
he is a small version of me he will be the improved version of romel cesa, I will do my best to make him achieve all of his goals,day by day im gonna improve my self to be a good example to him I want him to be successful in life unlike me that has been the jack of all traits master of none., in this journey that im taking  God and goodwill will be my guide this time ,I may not be a person that goes to church every Sunday ,but I have a strong Faith to our lord God, I never forget to thank him every night before I sleep. I made myself forget the person that I was before for the good of everything in my life.

shouting for understanding

fee fie foe i need a bundle with five o's afternoon traffic is always on my side some neighbors snitching on the other side iam in the heat of the sun wondring if they can give me a ride to the garden. where i always belong since i was a kid. doing research on myself and noticed that people has a thing to say when they heard my name. it hurts to know that u mistakenly hurt their emotions in a flat way,but i now i know what i have to say second time around.

romel cesa

they all know that what we need is miracle to change, but the tellie business keeps me busy lately been working for an exchange or a barter as a middle person, smiles are meant to be in a daily basis,but currently frowns is what i see, honestly its a safe haven but it was a village of ambitious person that losses hope. the dirtiest filipino that he had known says my english friend steuwart,i know every game you play because i play them too, i have faith, in positive law of attraction, and as long as it matters i will be alright , we touch and see you in the future , but please dont wait until its finished. loads are on the way i hope to see you with pockets full of cash.

Draw Cutters by Philip Chase

he was the first day luck of the office ,beavis and butthead didnt pay attention to a new comer, his hardwork and courage was never noticed, romanians are better than flips in this office, thats what they want to happen , power tripping new bosses in this field has carelessly wasted a real salesman ., 15 days in bangkok is a reason to change his life ,but chances are in his own hands now, reasonable on his side .atleast he learn how to worship the 4 face budha in chitlom, walks the dirty streets of patpong where ping pong show are the attraction ,bts to nbk , rainbow4 at nana plaza , and have arguements on soi cowboy so we skip to rca route 66 and jump of to club bossy of the thai mafia.worth it! plus a young thai offers her virginity to a foreign filipino. chase has experienced everything around him except kaosan road. he will comeback to visit that place soon.

ambition eat your brain.

brutal tremendous changes has happened as it was expected while doing the same lifestyle of a 25 year old bummer spoiled brat lazy from jakarta .twist has happen to his luck again ,and its hard to find solutions at this point of time, but there are still options, for his mindset . connections for the other corporation still waits the prospect and observing the back is not my style. month may pass again hopeless for better time to go with another $200 allowance office.

project motivational self

smells like opium popies in young and dangerous broke move. uncertain still knowing that pots are illegal and obvious with valiums double shot prevented move. mountaindew bottles are the only witness .i never did it, and stand up! noted to the jury of financing department of my life, nine days are over for those who counts, but in my filipino passport it was ten. a hope with 3 stars shines but i still long for the far one who has taken by a jeepney. yellowish thumbs cause skin infection ,when it was prick and done by a brutal lady .we need to detox since tomorrow.what make me write this post as a pilot triangle lines in my brain cells which control the system of liquidity tommorow.but promises are meant to be broken to say goodbye for an instant day that hoping to end smiling

wrong move

everybody make mistakes and fail. wrong decisions ,false belief and selfishness thats how to describe myself now, i was nothing im totally broke . i stayed 9 days and live in one of the largest condominium in southeast asia. still cant believe that im a part of an international organised crime syndicate. its my decision to take the tempting offer. even though the treatment for filipinos like me is unfair, but i think i can go with it with $200 a week allowance. i think its much better than staying at home and getting bed sores . the manager wants me to comeback ., and im still undecided to take the 5% for fronting.